No regrets about the past

The past life, a life of satiety, sin, suffering, mistakes and trials, can surely be precious and useful to us. Could we be the ones we are now if we didn't come from there? Jesus came to this world coming not from the world of sin, but He also was acquainted with the sin, He had the information about the sin. And surely He experienced it on the cross althought not guilty.

And now we must not despise the time when we were in sin. Jesus also don't regret about those three days. We should remember these times and learn from them. To remember that we had already been there, passed by that path and there is no point to experience it again anymore. Not if we are souls who seek the new, the diverse, the harmony, the perfection. If we remember the sin, it won't attract us ever, because we had experienced it.

Sin is the past.

You are the Key

In order a process to be started, some prerequisites are needed. It depends on the nature of the process if these preconditions will be more or less. To have a fire some conditions must be met and first of all - fuel. But another important premise is needed - someone to light it, to start it, to ignite it, to provide the first spark. Every reaction, even the exothermic has some barrier to be jumped over in order to start and after that the reaction will go by itself until the fuel is finished. That is very good news, because without this barrier the processes would start before all is prepared and no accumulation and preparation of the conditions would take place. And no intelligence would be able to control them.

So, if God decide that somewhere something must happen, when the situation matures, when everything is ready to begin, He needs just a match, a spark, nothing more. He took care of the dry twigs. You can't take care and collect all necessary conditions for this to happen. Your role is to be the intelligent being, the reasonable igniter who will let the process begin. And then you will only look at the fire and be thankful of it.

My approach to astrology

The color wheel helped me gather my thoughts and now I'll try to describe my approach towards astrology.

It is already clear to me, that astrological knowledge is useful and works. I don't have any doubts about astrology being a reliable and useful set of symbols, principles and methods. On the other hand, I'm a person believing in God, in the creative nature of humans who have the free will and the right to choose. Every human has the right to build his own  life at his discretion. Then how could I accept the flat predetermination with which many astrologers operates working on my horoscope?

So, my natal horoscope is a palette with dots and lines (planets, house cuspids, aspects) drawn on it. I accept that this is my beginning, my heritage, what I succeeded, or initial equipment I have for this world. These dots and lines are used as pipettes (droppers) with which I take the colors in the particular spots they stand, and paint the picture during my real life. Every single pipette is responsible for providing color to a particular area of my life and the whole set of pipettes covers all the aspects of my life without any exception. So I am able to color any area of my life - every area can be filled with a color, content. The palette itself embraces all possible colors (all information, energy and matter from the outer world, symbolically divided into 12 astrological signs). If I know that during my life I am painting, I will consciously choose from which color, what quantity and when to I take from to paint. And if I seek the harmony in my painting, I would manage to use every pipette so that the drawing will be full, with no empty spaces on it.

Planets and houses in the natal horoscope which I named natal pipettes are fixed - they are rooted into the palette and the colors near them are available for using all the time. These colors and the energies they represent, paints our life all the time. There are several astrological methods (transits, directions, progressions, etc.) which creates symbolic clones of the natal pipettes and move them throughout the whole horoscope in a strictly determined and extremely logical and harmonic patterns. Thus during my lifetime for certain periods of time and at an exact frequency, other colors from the palette becomes available to a certain pipette.

It appears that I have a quite big set of tools for drawing my life with colors chose by myself. What if I don't wanna paint? If I don't want to make painting and wish to live just like that? If I don't know at all that I have these tools and that I am on this land to paint a picture?Well, then the colors which are being given to me would probably spill out my pipettes.  Because my life, one way or another, is a stream of matter, energy and information. Some of the colors are even under pressure (if there are tense or inharmonic aspects) and they will surely reach the canvas in some way and something will be painted on it. A huge simple-colored blotch which would take almost the whole canvas for example. On my painting will present only natal colors, for using the cloned dynamic pipettes one needs a bit more awareness. But here is the good news - when I find out that I am an artist, I can fix the painting. There is enough quality paint, and the big blotch can become a nice offset background at once. And I think when you have several layers of paint, the picture becomes very rich and live! I've heard in aquarelle technology the painters use to wash away almost everything sometimes and begin all over again - the pale traces of past add depth and make the painting very moving. And we should never forget that the painting is exposed at the end. Until then you, the painter, are alone and nobody has the right to criticize your painting because it's not finished yet.

I suppose I'm not the first who thinks like that on the astrological matters. This astrology is not just observing what and when happens to people, process data and say that it will happen to you too, if the conditions are met. It will not happen, because all the astrologers did their researches mainly on "unconscious" paintings - with spots and splashes on them. I will try not to make spots, but to form them into a reasonable drawing. And I am really tired of hearing that some tense aspect as opposition or square will squash me and to be prepared for bad times. I want to hear advise on what proportion to mix the colors of these two pipettes and what is the best way to use all this paint that pours from them. Even advise on what exactly can I draw, so at the end something beautiful comes up, something that I will be proud of.

As this post became very long, let me summarize:

1. You are a painter and your life is a painting. God created the colors, the canvas and yourself in order a brand new painting to be produced. When you finish, it will be exposed in the Gallery of the Universe.
2. Every area of your life in a certain moment can obtain certain color (information, energy and matter) from the world around you. Nobody is doomed to have unpainted/undeveloped area in his life.
3. When you are born, the basic colors (basic types of information, energy and matter) of your life become clear and available. However...
4. ... there are moments and periods when any area of your life gains temporary access to any other colors and qualities known to the world and you decide if you need to use a new color to enrich and diversify your painting.
5. Astrology can help in the process of painting because it arranged the colors into a palette and provided you with pipettes.
6. Other sciences can classify colors another way and provide you with another tools to take colors and use them. And finally - ...
7. You can try obtaining the paints directly from the Creator with your spiritual hands and paint with them. I'm confident this way works too!

Ezekiel 16

At the beginning we were sick, miserable, unhappy, crippled, with no future. Everybody rejected and hated us. God spotted us as we were and had his mercy on us. Maybe He was looking for such beings to manifest Himself, maybe not. We were extremely vulnerable and death was coming.

He cleaned us, washed the mud and sins. Made us what we were meant to be according to our talents. Developed the potential, gave us a chance to grow. Made us pretty. Gave us wealth. The past is gone.

We are well now, happy, lucky, connected through His greatness. We are fully dressed with divine virtues.

And now let us not forget that we are only vessels and this which fills us is not ours but God's. We wouldn't command it, we will keep it for holy usage. Because it is beautiful and alluring for many, but will be given only to the ones that need it. We will gain abilities, but they will be used for divine purposes only. Because when you are God's servant, strong and handsome, you could assume you are great and become proud of yourself. In that very moment you wouldn't be a good vessel for Him anymore and He will withdraw from you. You will see that without His splendor you are still the same miserable, ill and wretched kid.

Don't forget the days when you were without God!

Are we God?

"We are children of God"; "God is in us"...

Are we God? Probably not, or not exactly. God is a part of us and maybe in every person is a different part and we are learning to become more and more alike Him. Because humans are created to be like Him but not completely. People are different and are alike Him at different degree.

So, we have divine component and non-divine one. If we are really His children we can consider if we are created from Him only. Were we created from divine substance only, e.g. like the asexual reproduction, or God + something more, a thing that brings the diversity among us.

Our material body has genes in it and every gene is represented by two copies of DNA (alleles) that comes from every parent each. A gene is responsible for one feature. Sometimes the two copies are interacting and their manifestation is combined, sometimes one of them prevails the other and manifests himself only while the other is suppressed. There are also cases when one of the copies is spoiled and the organism rely entirely on the other.

Because people vary both in body and spirit, maybe our soul is build the same way as our body - we have spiritual divine component and spiritual non-divine component. "Non-divine" is quite senseless because by definition everything is made by God, but I can't express it other way. We can also say the first one the zero or the center, and the other one would be infinity or the circumference...

And human spirit maybe rely on the manifestation of these two copies - divine and non-divine (like we always have two choices and often one is more right, better than the other, leads you to the center). And in the process of learning we maybe "turn off" non-divine components and they cease manifesting in our life. Our obvious goal is to unlock, develop and manifest the God's component.

The tale of the Blue-Green Algae

A  homework to the topic: 'Which plant first appeared on the Earth', wrote on January 13, 2007

Many, many years ago, when the Earth was still young and rampant, there was only an ocean and the land was in little pieces torn by volcanoes and quakes. At that time noone wanted to live on Earth and she wanted this so much.

In a happy moment He decided to give the little blue planet a chance and told her: 'Earth, you are still quite young, however reasonable life needs care and conditions. Will you manage to sustain it?'. 'Yes! - answered she immediately - but what care, what conditions? I know absolutely nothing, I have absolutely nothing!'. 'You have! - said He - You are flooded with light. A sparkle of life wll come to you and this sparkle will need only light to live. For it's time the light to begin producing matter on the Earth. If you take a good care of this seed, it will take care of you too. It will teach you what is to sustain life, it will change you so much that later all the rest will also come to live on you. And because everything will be owing to the light, someone will later call them "creatures of the light". And they will stay until the light is here.

In such a way on the Earth came these divine sparkles that later were named "blue-green algae" or "cyanobacteria". Simple unicellulars, the only ones who are able to live on light. Only they can use the light to break the mollecule of the water and to use the liblerated energy for living. Their ancestors live today in the water and on the land. Their ancestors are also the little cell organelles called chloroplasts, responsible for the photosynthesis in the plants of nowadays.