Elements of love

Elements of love:
- Light
- Warmth
- Thought
- Conditions of growth
- Conditions of flowering
- Conditions of fruit-bearing

How are the elements of love manifested in me?

Light is the Word. Its purpose is to bring the information to us. Every object refracts and reflects the same light differently and so we receive information about the surroundings. And we can decide what to do next. The same is with the Word - the letters and words are arranged and sent to us differently by the various knowledges and sciences. I have invited the Light and the Word to accompany me in my life. It shine on my way, I can see and feel it clearly and everything around me is beautiful. I've got loads of Word and information next to me, and I will go upwards slowly, confidently and nicely.

Warmth is the thing that contains and carries the motion. This is the energy that gives me strength. Once illuminated and understood the reality, I need strenght to realize my decision. The warmth and strenght is inside me. I'm warm and strong person. And I'm getting warmer and stronger, because the Source is inside me. Or rather I'm inside Him. I myself do not produce warmth and strenght, but I carry them inside me like a pipe. I don't oppose being a channel for warmth and strenght in their movement towards all the people needing them.

Thought is my decision, my choice. The choice how to apply the knowledge and the strenght available to me. Thought is direction. I chose my direction. I tried everything else and I like most of all to be with God. I want to walk on the path of harmony with myself, with nature and with God. On the way of reasonablility, intelligence, beauty and nobility. A road that most people consider both difficult and pointless. But in fact it's the easiest one. Because only decision is needed and it's the only direction I can develop.

Condition of growth - in this particular period God created the best conditions for my life. Nothing at all can disturb me from flowering and fruit-bearing. I have no obstacle. I decide how fast to grow. I try make it balanced because the overgrowing is a tumour. I must grow by passing each stair step because it not only bring you up, but you are being acclimatized to the life overhead.

To bloom means to become open to the new, to another's pollen, to create something beautiful for enjoyment to others. Flourishing begins after I have grown to a certain extent. For some areas I'm already blooming, for others I'm still too small and for third I'm only a sprouting seed (music for example).

To bring fruit means to accept the pollen and to give it the opportunity to fuse with me. If the result of this fusion is good, I will bring fruit. If it's not good, my strenght will redirect to something else. Some people do flourish but are so incompatible with the new and the different that they don't produce fruit. And according to me we have to try combining the things as much as possible. Because that's the way to create diversity and richness in the universe. I think I allow many things to penetrate and fertilize me. And wisdom is needed here too.

Written on 16.09.2007

The purpose of my life

Through my life I have to import even more diversity in the universe. If I manage to comprehend what is the width and length and depth and height (Ephesians 3:18), if I experience something new... all this wouldn't be lived for myself, nor anything will remain for me. Everything will go upwards, where the rest is. Through me new things will be born - and each of them will have the purpose for the glory of the One who created them.

Distinctive features of good and evil

Good and evil are the two paths from which I have to choose one. For me good is the thing I have to choose. It is the thing I'm facing, it's my future. Evil is the thing I come from, it's the direction that faces my back. Evil is the past, the initial point of my journey, the place where I started my independent moving. Evil is the old, the place where I have already been and it makes no sense to go back again. Good and evil are here to give directions in our lives. They are embedded in us as a compass with which we can verify our direction and are able to understand where exactly we are heading.

The white color

It is typical for the white light that it contains all the other colors in a perfect proportion - their quantities are strictly determined. The white represents the absolute reflection of the light - the same as the light which came to the surface. White colored substances do not absorb any rays from the spectrum, they don't miss any rays, they are complete and perfect. Red things for example needs all the rays but red ones and that's why the red are those they reflect and we are seeing them after this reflection. All the other part of the spectrum is absorbed because the red substances need it. However as white don't need any rays and can reflect everything, everything is forwarded and don't keep for them anything. Probably at the end all things will become white.

A letter to a friend in gloom

Dear friend,

This letter is an exercise of mine and I thank you for reading it.

Melancholy  is sadness which infiltrates itself into your soul. It makes you wrapped, suffering, visiting an imaginary world that is lower, rougher. You walk back to a place where you have already been. This status is like the sunset, the outgoing tide, the night. At that time we lower our activities and patiently wait for the sunrise, the rising tide, the day.

But the gloom is something lesser than the  the sunset, the outgoing tide, the night. And it should take you much less patience to wait for it to pass. Because - look around and see - now it is sunrise, rising tide, the day is coming. See - you are going up! Remember there is One Who beloved you with an eternal love and wish to do for you things beyond what you want or think.

And thank melancholy for the happy moment of letting you see yourself from sidelong and finding out.

08 Sep 2007, Sofia

Origin of fire

The Fire (plasma) originates most directly from the Spirit, the metaphysical world. The fire appears when the energy and information condense enough, when a push, impact, impulse is given to a thing. I believe it's that way because in the material world stars comes at first place and the stars are fire which emits energy for the creation of the rest of elements. And I believe that stars (fire) are born out of a pure intention of God to reveal himself in a new and very different way than before.

The purpose of positive and negative forces

Positive and negative forces operates where there is charge. The charge in my opinion remains as a sign of one unit being divided by a force into two parts. So, in order to bring back the equilibrium and harmony, these two particles should unite again and that is the purpose of the positive and negative forces. After the split each part receives one of the two forces to help it in the movement towards the other one. The might of the force splitting the unit is poured into the two forces that aim to gather the parts. And while this is taking place, the particle may experience numerous things which probably is the goal of the one made the divison. 

The tale of the Blue-Green Algae

A  homework to the topic: 'Which plant first appeared on the Earth', wrote on January 13, 2007

Many, many years ago, when the Earth was still young and rampant, there was only an ocean and the land was in little pieces torn by volcanoes and quakes. At that time noone wanted to live on Earth and she wanted this so much.

In a happy moment He decided to give the little blue planet a chance and told her: 'Earth, you are still quite young, however reasonable life needs care and conditions. Will you manage to sustain it?'. 'Yes! - answered she immediately - but what care, what conditions? I know absolutely nothing, I have absolutely nothing!'. 'You have! - said He - You are flooded with light. A sparkle of life wll come to you and this sparkle will need only light to live. For it's time the light to begin producing matter on the Earth. If you take a good care of this seed, it will take care of you too. It will teach you what is to sustain life, it will change you so much that later all the rest will also come to live on you. And because everything will be owing to the light, someone will later call them "creatures of the light". And they will stay until the light is here.

In such a way on the Earth came these divine sparkles that later were named "blue-green algae" or "cyanobacteria". Simple unicellulars, the only ones who are able to live on light. Only they can use the light to break the mollecule of the water and to use the liblerated energy for living. Their ancestors live today in the water and on the land. Their ancestors are also the little cell organelles called chloroplasts, responsible for the photosynthesis in the plants of nowadays.